sometimes i really hate myself. hate myself for always wanting to get good results without making any effort. be it in studies or relationships with people and of course god. im am probably the laziest person on earth.

i guess what's keeping me from being the best of me is myself. everybody has expectations of me. being a good sister, a dam fast runner, a smart girl who scores very well and a good friend. the person right now, i feel is peeled off all these. its not such a good thing either i guess. i feel so good-for-nothing. i know there are more people who have more expectations that these.

this year is not such a good year afterall. mel left school, mr ng left, found out something about my dad, obs, end-of years and lots of misunderstanding. put it in a better way, it was an eventful year. considering probably everyone in the level thinks that im a cry baby. hahah i've cried i think twice in school and it was all infront of more than one class. first was in obs. i think that was the silliest time to cry but i still did. second was recently, during PE. lots of people don't know why i cried. neither do i. its just that i really hate being misunderstood. after being scolding for something i did that was out of fun and meant no harm, i felt so small and tiny. i felt like shutting myself out from this world. i guess its escaping? maybe it was also because i felt like keep too much thing within myself and had to let it out. it was just that scolding that led me to think about other things that made me cry more.

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