i feel so weird nowadays.

i had a really bad training on monday. i felt really scared during the start of the workout. at about the 4th time of the 240m. i suddenly felt an urge to cry. i felt so scared during the workout. not being able to hit the timing , not completing the workout and the hot sun. in the end i decided to stop at the 6th time. i felt super bad to SQ. now im scared i cant get into the team. i mean im left with about 2 months. how am i supposed to regain my fitness and improve from where i left of in 2 months. it seems totally impossible now. EVERYTIME, i miss my target just because i fell sick. its seriously irritating. how SQ would keep saying me and sarah got the potential to move up to dan and sheryl but we would not be able to keep it that way cos of injury and sickness.

you probably dont know what im saying but i have to get it out of me. i just dont know who to talk to so yup, im typing.

i keep feeling like i am feeling sad. i dont even know over what. i hope tom is a better training. i dont have much time left.

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